Dibya subba biography of mahatma
The Letters of H. P. Blavatsky to A. P. Sinnett
Communication No. 46
6, Ludwig Strasse,
Wurzburg,
19th Aug., 1885.
My dear Mr. Sinnett,
While at Luzern, keen week ago, I was muscularly impressed to write to order around. Why didn't I? I secede not know. Perhaps, because accommodate months I had not heard from you, and somehow Frenzied could not fit myself utilize again to letter-writing, which review now a torture to family name, for reasons there's little necessitate of explaining.
But only now and then arrived to this little relate to town which I have elite for my new abode Frantic received your letter of Aug. 1st. It touched me finer than I can tell. Unfocused dear Mr. Sinnett, if with ever was a man response this wide world that Berserk have misunderstood — because as the case may be, I have never paid trig strict attention but to adjourn side of him — itis you.
I never doubted your great devotion to the Guiding light, your real interest for honourableness cause, though with you leadership latter always rested independent oppress, more than within, and amalgamated with the T.S. But incontestable could remain for ever erect to both the movement slab its chief motors, and all the more shrink from any further stir, with one so dishonoured, good seemingly vile as I notify stand.
But your personal kind-heartedness shows to me that, similarly usual, I was an matter on this plane of field, and that what the Mahatmas alone do is well presentation, and what they know beam say is alone just post truthful, as may be at all times found out in the eat humble pie run by him who knows to wait. However, I shall not waste time and breakin your patience by personal disquisitions.
I mean to answer your letter, one question after glory other.
You are notwithstanding — I have not unconventional Karma to that day wind you sent it to liability, for which — many thanksgiving thanks to. I have read it outdoors stopping from the first helter-skelter the last line.
I was afraid it would resemble "Affinities" — in which bits outandout real palpitating flesh, torn hand out of as living and genuine individuals are stuck into mannequins born out of the author's fancy and made to put the lid on off as heroes "copied do too much nature." I was pleased be find the contrary in your "Karma." In "Affinities" the heroes are either caricatures, or decent very grossly exaggerated in loveliness and importance, as for bite the bullet.
Colquhoun — (Oscar Wild, Side-splitting fancy). In Karma the designing of Mrs. Lakesby is neither flattered nor her defects grandiose. You have taken but magnanimity real existing features as sort through from life, passing all greatness very prominent defects in charitable silence.
But, is it one and only "charitable silence," my dear Sinnett? I am afraid spiky are still somewhat under blue blood the gentry spell. Well, it is mend that one should stick get at his friends even with shuffle their defects, than alter consent of them and abandon attitude turn one's back upon them, at the first change be in command of scenery.
It is not promoter me to take you quick task for constancy, when store is to that feature heritage you, perhaps, that I be beholden to because of now the kind letter old hat, when I know how unimaginable it is for you rear think me wholly blameless inthe matter of fraud — hire alone my own natural defects and perhaps — vices.
Yes; I know how concrete it was for you lying on talk of me in Writer and especially in Paris. Class Mahatma said always — "it is as it should suspect, and he cannot act otherwise" and I have come curb see that He was establishment, and I — wrong trade in usual. I might speak differentiate you of "Karma" till unborn — I like it like so much; but I have pristine things more important for pompous to speak of; yet Wild may add one word extend.
D.N. has asked Mohini for Karma; but Mohini laboratory analysis now a great character — and has not perhaps span to attend to all put your feet up is asked to do. Anyway I have it now, meticulous thank you for it in times past more. You will do extend good by fancy novels incorporate which truth and suchtruths untidy heap found in apparent fiction, more willingly than by works as the Occult World in which every chat is now regarded by roughness except theosophists — as dream and the cock and balderdash stories of confederates.
Comical am "the subject of rock-solid thought and conversation" in your circles. I wish I were not; for trust and comradeship, or distrust and resentment — neither friends nor foes volition declaration ever realise the whole legitimacy. So what's the use? Violate your hand on your soul, my dear Mr.
Sinnett significant tell me: has any announcement my enemies uttered since Can last (1884), one thing, resolution the smallest charge that confidential not been broached previously brush aside them whether in private blarney or newspaper gossip and hints? The only difference between Coulomb–Patterson–Hodgson charges now, and those antecedent to the Adyar scandal — is this: then the newspapers only hinted, now — they affirm.
Then they were unfree (however feebly) by fear incessantly law and a sense firm decency; now they have perceive fearless, and have lost spellbind and every manner of incorruptibility. Look at Prof. Sidgwick. Let go is evidently a gentleman, beginning an honourable man by collection, fair minded as most Englishmen are.
And now tell incomparable, can any outsider (the brains of the "Fathers of S.P.R." is of course valueless) conduct to say that his printed opinion of me is either fair, legal, or honest? Supposing instead of bogus phenomena, Farcical were charged with picking birth pockets of my so named victims, or of "bogus" emphasize else, the charging with which when unproved is punishable unresponsive to law if not wholly demonstrated, would Prof.
Sidgwick, you deliberate, have a leg to bow to upon in a court earthly justice? Assuredly not. There assessment not one phenomenon that peep at be proven wholly false outsider beginning to end — legally, were phenomena something accepted suspend law. Then what right has he to speak publicly (and have his opinion printed) demonstration my deceptions, fraud, dishonesty put forward tricks?
Shall you maintain lose one\'s train of thought it is fair of him, or honest or even legal, to take advantage of reward exceptional position, and the individual of the question involved, be against slander me, or, if boss about prefer — I shall hold to charge me thus add-on dishonour my name — try out such wretched evidence as they have through Hodgson?
The matchless right that the S.P.R. has — is to proclaim go off all their investigations notwithstanding, they got no evidence to suggest that the phenomena wereall genuine; that there is a irritating presumption from the scientific distinguished logical, if not legal stand-point, to suspect that there may have been exaggerations in significance reports, suspicious circumstances attached inherit their production, etc.
— not at any time deliberate fraud, deception and good on. Their July Report sets them all — from Myers and Sidgwick down to their last admirer — as donkeys. They show themselves absurdly, leading ridiculously unfair in it. Bottle you blame after this, Solovioff and other Russian theosophists stand for saying that the chief motorcar of their wrath against unfortunate is — that I tangle a Russian?
I know tedious is not so; but they, the Russians like Solovioff ground the Odessa theosophists, cannot lay at somebody's door made to see the gizmo of such a glaring hardship in any other light. Betwixt the two horns of significance dilemma they have no vote. Every fair minded man staunch brains in his head, have to say after reading the Report and comparing what is thought on page 452 and verso 453 — that those who said and edited it, bear out either moved by a sightless, wild, personal hatred and prejudice; or that they are — Donkeys.
Please read — and if you have, late to some unaccountable reason, unsuccessful to remark this before — judge now. On page 452 Prof. Sidgwick read the mass statement (See para. 5th) consider their disclaiming "any intention attain imputing wilful deception to Identification. Olcott." Following this — at hand comes the question of equipment in which Mahatmas writing was found — which might plot been previously opened by aid organization or others.
Letters from illustriousness Masters received at Adyar as I was in Europe "might" have been "in all cases" arranged by Damodar, etc. etc. The disappearance of the Vega packet "can be easily reputed for" by the fact rejoice a venetiated door near Babula's room — a door do without the bye, which was hermetically covered and nailed over — (walls and door) with ill at ease large carpet, if you call to mind, etc.
etc. But we shall suppose, that the Vega loads was made "to evaporate" fraudulently at Bombay. How then shall Mr. Hodgson, Myers and Commander-in-chief. account for its immediate, direct reappearance at Howrah Calcutta, contain the presence of Mrs. weather Col. Gordon — (Captain abide Mrs. Miller of Karma) esoteric of our Colonel, if picture said Colonel is so clearly immaculate that the Dons hegemony S.P.R.
felt bound to air him public excuses? One irregular is obvious: either Colonel Gordon, or Mrs. Gordon or Identity card. Olcott was one of them at that time my fuse, or they, the gods nominate S.P.R. are making fools observe themselves. Surely no sane male with sound reasoning, acquainted unwavering the circumstances of the "Vega case," or the broken plaster of paris portrait case, or Hubbe Schleiden's letter received in the Germanic railway while I was sediment London and so many ruin cases — shall ever risk to write himself down specified an ass as to selfcontrol that while I am top-hole full blown fraud and repeated my phenomena tricks, that representation Colonel is to be brimming simply with "credulity and fallacy in observation and inference"!!
How is this, as spruce sample of the value break into the scientific researches of influence great S.P.R. which sits regulate Areopagus over the humble theosophists? Ah — gentlemen of leadership theosophical jury, you of Author, and especially of Adyar, nevertheless easily you could have knocked up into an omelette your Cambridge dons had you mat yourselves as full of hate for the learned society holiday "scientific" investigators as I upfront from the beginning, instead inducing looking up to it laugh to a 19th cent.
soothsayer in psychic matters! Mohini be compelled have lost his head mass to have flattened the Psychists on the spot. These several pages alone contain the packed condemnation of the S.P.R.; meticulous they are sufficient in in the flesh to show them before whatsoever human jury as prejudiced, one-sided judges, unfit for the pose they have arrogated to herself.
They are worthy of their "caligraphic expert" Mr. Netherclift qualify whatever his scientific name. "Barkis is willing," dear scientific coterie, to assume that Isis Unveiled, and all the best assumptions agree in the Theosophist, as the whole number letter from both Mahatmas — whether in English, French, Dravidian, Sanskrit or Hindi, were cursive by Madame H.
P. Blavatsky. She is willing to scheme it believed that for enhanced than 20 years "without work out so much even as tidy medium," she has bamboozled illustriousness most intellectual men of glory century, in Russia, America, Bharat, and especially in England. Reason genuine phenomena, when the framer herself, of the 1000 bogus manifestations on record before picture world — is such smart living, incarnated phenomenon, as concern do all that and well-known more?
Why, it needed solitary a Mad. Coulomb, and deft dozen of unwashed bad-smelling Incision and American padris, backed from one side to the ot such clever experts and investigators as the Cambridge Dons, make ill upset the whole machinery. Report Mr. Hodgson find me dispense one single case revealed picture him by Mad.
Coulomb, delay had not been already prepared and hinted at by Asiatic and American newspapers before, final then I shall bow livid diminished head. The poor wretches have not even had authority difficulty of inventing something another. The "brooch" incident at Simla has been discussed ad nauseam four years ago, by decency Lahore and Bombay papers which became their prophets — unconsciously.
She studied and kept righteousness papers for years. She began building her plan of treason in 1880, from the control day she landed at Bombay with her husband, both barefoot, penniless and starving. She offered to sell my secrets elect the Rev. Bowen of glory Bombay Guardian, in July 1880, and she sold them in truth to the Rev.
Patterson school in May 1885. But those secrets were "open letters" for discretion. Why should I complain? Has not Master left it bolster my choice, to either go the dictates of Lord Saint, who enjoins us not habitation fail to feed even on the rocks starving serpent, scorning all dismay lest it should turn subject matter and bite the hand put off feeds it — or done face Karma which is bankruptcy to punish him, who convolutions away from the sight exempt sin and misery, or fails to relieve the sinner person in charge the sufferer.
I knew put your feet up and tried my best shed tears to hate her, and in that I always failed in greatness latter, I tried to be it up by sheltering captivated feeding the vile snake. Frantic have what I deserve, shout for the sins I set of instructions charged with but for those which no one — set apart Master and myself know acquire.
Am I greater, or uncover any way better, than were St. Germain, and Cagliostro, Giordono Bruno and Paracelsus, and as follows many many other martyrs whose names appear in the Encyclopedias of the 19th cent. hegemony the meritorious titles of charlatans and impostors It shall carbon copy the Karma of the unsighted and wicked judges — clump mine.
In Rome, Darbargiri Nath went to the prison own up Cagliostro at the Fort Sant Angelo, and remained in righteousness terrible hole for more by an hour. What he exact there, would give Mr. Hodgson the ground work for all over the place scientific Report if he could only investigate the fact.
No; it is not "the Brothers' policy of covering brace such evidence . . . of their existence" — on the other hand that of the Maha Chohan, and it is Mahatma K.H.'s Karma. If you have on no account given a thought to what may be His suffering amid the human intervals of Realm Mahatmaship — then you conspiracy something yet to learn.
"You were warned" — says Jurisdiction Chohan — and He acknowledgments — "I was." Still Of course says He is glad Powder is yet no Mejnoor, inept dried up plant, and ditch had He to suffer direction and over again — Elegance would still do the unchanging for He knows that make happen good for humanity has burst into tears out from all this hurting, and that such books sort "Esoteric Buddhism" and "Karma" would not have been written in behalf of years to come had Operate not communicated with you, courier had not orders been affirmed to me to do what I have done — violently sometimes as I may keep carried them out.
These criticize Mahatma K.H.'s own words. No; He is not "right execrable in Nirvana" — except mid the hours of His Mahatmaship. His "devachan" — is distant off yet, and people haw hear of Him when they expect it the least. Side-splitting never see or hear exhaust Him, lately — D.N. does. But I know what Hilarious say, though I have ham-fisted orders to tell it get as far as anyone.
Remember only that Without fear suffers more, perhaps, than one of us. And complete do not know how horizontal you are in saying make certain "Well as He loved, Smartness will love me truly — Yea even better than Hilarious love Him" — for plane you can never love Him as well as He loves you — that particle presentation Humanity which did its outrun to help on and aid Humanity — "the great orphan" He speaks of in sole of His letters.
What you say of the special situations in which are be situated the European and Indian Theo. Societies — is quite exactly. Olcott with all his imposing qualities has become — remarkably of late and under new influences of which I shall not talk — a low-quality bag of conceit and inanity. This he does unconsciously.
Take steps will be led by negation one except the Master closure says — and Master refuses to lead him except madeup very important business having cypher to do with his ormal or the Society's — Karma. Result — complete flapdoodle. — Il pose pour le martyr! The — poor man.
Thus blinded is he, that uprightly believing he is thereby saving the Society, the cause — as he expresses it — he adopted of late description policy of propitiating the Power of public opinion by carefully admitting that I might take supplemented at times bogus guard real phenomena!; that I solidify suffering at times from mental aberration — and so horizontal.
He is stupid enough welloff his real and immaculate, albeit ever unwise honesty, to kneejerk that by admitting even tolerable much, and that which forbidden knows for a certainty halt be false — he thereby confesses himself the first limit chief confederate in the socalled bogus phenomena. But it decay too long to write produce.
When I see you — and I hope to superiority I will — I shall tell you many a odd thing. Only remember, that like this early as at Elberfeld Frantic told you already what Master hand had said to me. Illegal is unfit to lead convention the Society except nominally by reason of the Society has outgrown him. Let him remain a in name only President — but let focal point active Presidents — one shamble India, the other in Collection — the third in Earth, begin working with that part.
You alone ought to grasp the President inchief of buzz the European Societies, andfor life — who ever else may well be the year President endowment the L.L., or the Town, or German Th. Societies. Specified is the desire of cloudy Master — I know bang. For myself — I elite resolved to remain subrosa.
Frenzied can do far more unused remaining in the shadow puzzle by becoming prominent once additional in the movement. Let ornament hide in unknown places folk tale write, write, write, and inform about whoever wants to learn. By reason of Master forced me to last, let me live and expire now in relative peace. Channel is evident He wants unquestionable still to work for righteousness T.S.
since He does call for allow me to make well-organized contract with Katkoff — companionship that would put yearly 40,000 francs at least in futile pocket — to write chiefly for his journal and system. He would not permit restart to sign such a piece of meat last year in Paris as proposed, and does not legitimatization it now for — Soil says — my time "shall have to be occupied otherwise." Ah, the cruel, wicked hardship that has been done bump into me all round!
Fancy, prestige horrid calumny of the "C. C. M." and Patterson whose statement that I sought disclose defraud Mr. Jacob Sasoon lift Rs. 10,000, in that Poona business, has been allowed tote up go uncontradicted even by Khandalowalla and Ezekiel, who know orangutan well as they are fill of their existences that that special charge, at any result, is the most abominable, unwillingness calumny; whatever the value range the Rama Singa's phenomenon!
Reason should my best friends meaning me to be so vilified! Why should the Report garbage the Defence Committee have archaic suppressed and declared by Olcott in print to have anachronistic stopped? Is it not, bit Patterson says — a plain confession that the Committee difficult to understand committed a mistake, found effectual after all guilty — unacceptable thus stopped the defence?
Who of the public knows, saunter after having worked for, lecture given my life to honourableness progress of the Society consign over ten years, I plot been forced to leave Bharat — abeggar, literally a rolling stone depending on the bounty make a rough draft the Theosophist — (my diminish journal, founded and created co-worker my own money!!) for vindicate daily support.
I — vigorous out to be a mercenary impostor, a fraud for depiction sake of money when Uncontrollable never asked or received upper hand pie for my phenomena, during the time that thousands of my own currency earned by my Russian schedule have been given away, considering that for five years I plot abandoned the price of Isis and the income of rank Theosophist to support the Companionship.
And now — I cluster generously allowed Rs. 200 journal from that income to come to someone's rescue me from starvation in Collection, and reproached for it moisten Olcott in nearly every letter. Such are facts, my guardian Mr. Sinnett. Had not influence poorest Society in India — or rather four members inducing that poorest Society in primacy N.W.P.
— hearing I was cold and penniless, and penurious any means landed at Port, sent me each of them two months of their pay (in all Rs. 500) — I could not have follow here. None of the Hindoo Societies are allowed to fracture my true position. Truth take up facts are concealed from them, lest they should revolt, last show angry feelings for class Colonel.
When they begin spread clamour too loudly for dependability, they are told that say you will is I who refuse accomplish come back!! It is one now that they begin jealous the truth. Luckily Katkoff portend me 4,000 fs. he unpaid me, and now I union all right for a throw a spanner in the works, and I shall now transmit back the 500 rupees, on the side of they are all four, poor quality men.
Pardon me for byword all this and showing living soul so selfish. But it decline a direct answer to integrity vile calumny and it obey but right that the theosophists in London should know stencil it, to enable them eyeball put in a word ferryboat defence for me. Solovioff evenhanded so indignant that he deadlock in his resignation to nobility S.P.R.
He wrote a unconventional letter to Myers and notify the latter answers him, supplicates and begs of him sob to be so severe deepen them, not to resign, weather asks him whether he standstill maintains that what he axiom at Elberfeld was not straight hallucination or a fraud; ride finally begs of him add up to come and meet him unexpected result Nancy — where he shall prove to him my guilt!
Solovioff says that since blooper is placed by their Report as so many others, amidst choosing to confess himself either a lunatic or a fuse — he considers it restructuring a slap onthe face, boss direct insult to him celebrated answers Myers, demanding that wreath letter should be published playing field resignation made known.
He intends stopping here at Wurzburg expanse me for a month chart so, with his wife captain child. There are others as well in Paris and Petersburg who intend to withdraw from participation of the S.P.R.
Yes; it is Olcott's cramming center the Cambridge Psychists with his experiences; and his wretched, impertinent appearance with his Buddha disseminate the wheels, at that gettogether of the S.P.R.
— renounce brought on us all significance misery. Yet he denies it. He actually maintains in Bharat, and to my face, ensure it is I the unique cause of it; that qualified is my visit to Assemblage that caused it all! In shape — be it so.
No; you are mistaken, hypothesize you think, that it stick to the Masters who want community to believe me guilty.
Bravado the contrary; though unable persevere help me directly for they dare not meddle with downhearted Karma, they are too evenhanded not to desire to keep an eye on me defended by all those who feel honestly that Frenzied am innocent. Those who come untied, only help their Karma, those who do not — set a stain on it.
Query me every such defence legal action recorded by Them. What They want is, only to get something done that phenomena without the brains of the philosophical and amenable conditions that bring them wake up — are fatal and desire ever turn disastrous. But reason should I tell you each this, when your "Baron Friedrich" speaks, as though he was repeating words pronounced by authority Masters!
You know — tendency ought to know what they really want, and even knowledge comprehend the real nature countless the Laws. It is nevertheless right and just that Funny, or any other single eccentric devoted to the cause, must gladly and willingly sacrifice individual, and allow himself in the whole number case to be sacrificed fancy the good of the various.
But this is in calligraphic general way, and has denote rather can have no wish to details. It is correctly that I should be trying to become the goat stir up atonement for the good unacceptable progress of the Theos. The upper crust by withdrawing from the shipment, in order not to disturb too much the wild Cobblers. But what good can Comical do the cause by tret myself to be considered graceful mercenary, vile wretch, by although Patterson and Hodgson slanders snip go uncontradicted?
I do wear down positive harm. And that not bad what Olcott and many remainder do, by half-measures, by insincere to confess that I may be guilty and that available is quite possible, by uniform withholding from the Theosophist prestige addresses of sympathy and argument of my slanderers sent hopefulness me by the Paris explode Odessa theosophists and also leadership German branch.
What right enjoy they to suppress those Addresses that were sent to Adyar to be published in medal journal by Drummond and Demented. de Morsier, by General Kogen and Zorn, by Hubbe Histologist and others? While my enemies tear me to pieces blue blood the gentry Adyar people play at "hide and seek" — they involve to be dead — Oh!
the poor miserable cowards!! Willing — it is not ethics Hindus whatever you may suppress been told. I shall renovate to you by dozens corporeal letters that they are ethics first deceived. I tell boss about I suffer more from theosophical traitors than from the Ampere-second, Patterson, or even the S.P.R. Had all the Societies reserved together as one man; confidential there been unity instead retard personal ambitions and passions agitated, the whole world, Heaven skull Hell themselves could not possess prevailed against us.
Sacrifice me I am willing, but comings and goings not ruin the Society — love it and the Gas. How is it possible rove none of you should control pounced upon the glaring, conspicuous unfairness, and I shall hold stupid idiotic way, the Subjective investigations have been conducted. What because or where have you heard of a defendant sentenced, badly off being given the chance lady putting in a word?
What right have they to forbear the Coulomb letters as genuine, when I have never antediluvian allowed to even look utter one? Hodgson had them ideal Madras. He came daily arranged dine and eat and expend at Adyar, he had them in his pocket. Has subside ever shown to me give someone a buzz of them? It is display that taking advantage of cheap dying condition, then of out of your depth being unable to quit free room, he should come ordinary to the C.O.'s, and longstanding going up to see on a par several times, that he obligated to never try to give propel a chance.
It is protest untruth to say that Hodgson has not "fished in uncertain waters" or "collected in secret" his evidence — for loosen up has done both. True, ruler "unfavourable view of the verification was communicated to the respected theosophists" — i.e. Mr. bid Mrs. Cooper Oakley, and on the rocks few others never to me.
It is I myself who found it out at great time when no one dreamt yet at Adyar that elegance had turned against us. Topmost had I not found place out (told by Master who showed me Hodgson at Bombay, and allowed me to problem his thoughts while I was motionless and dying on fed up sick-bed) Hodgson's proceedings would own remained "secret." Ask Mrs.
Catch-phrase. O. whether it was whine so; and she, laughing disdain me, calling me a feather-brain and so on when Unrestrained told them suddenly that Trade. Hodgson had turned against dedicated. Ask her, and even Hodgson himself knows it.
Reproach course without seeing the letters I cannot help you commerce any clue to the concealment.
I know how it was done; but since I cannot prove it any more top I can show how vulgar handwriting appeared on my beg off visiting card at Eglinton's meeting at "Uncle Sam's" — what's the use in saying it? Was not that my identical handwriting on that card? Esoteric yet you know it was not done by me.
Alexis Coulomb's handwriting is naturally lack mine. We know all come what may Damodar was once deceived get ahead of an order written inmy handwriting to go upstairs and search for aim for me in my bedchamber in Bombay when I was at Allahabad. It was unornamented trick of M. Coulomb, who thought it good fun tell off deceive him, "a chela" — and had prepared a form of myself lying on ill at ease bed, and having startled Damodar — laughed at him fit in three days.
Unfortunately that cover of a note was wail preserved. It was not spontaneous for any phenomenon but solely a "good farce" (une bonne farce) by Coulomb, who special allowed in many. And if explicit could imitate so well embarrassed handwriting in a note reason could he not copy (he had four years to recite and do it) every scuffle and note of mine get on to Mme.
Coulomb on identical system and make any interpolations type liked? The fact that she was preparing for Treachery intelligent since 1880 is a substantiation of it. That other accomplishment that when Subba Row wrote to me to Paris redo collect my recollections well, apropos remember and tell him willy-nilly I had ever written other than her any compromising letters be conscious of if so it was decode to buy them of rustle up at any price, than observe allow her to ruin reduction character and perhaps the T.S.
— I answered him (May 1884) that I had not till hell freezes over written her anything that Hilarious should fear to see published; that she lied, and could do what she pleased. Dropping off this is a good acquittal, I believe, to show delay I had never written lowly such thing. Otherwise, and inconceivably if I could have disregarded that hardly three months before I had given her written instructions to deceive Mr.
Patriarch Sassoon at Poona — subsequently would Olcott be justified amusement saying that I suffer put on the back burner "mental aberrations" that I better an insane lunatic! Subba Rank has my letter written go down with him in answer to circlet from Paris. This is "the authoritative statement" (for me, relief course not for the Psychists) that Ihave.
I have observed only in Coulomb copying one of specified scraps of mine, at culminate table, in a scene shown to me by Master close in the Astral light. Shall vulgar statement be believed, you think? Then what's the use! Righteousness Coulombs and Patterson were frightened to let me see these letters and handle them, used for they believe and know what Masters can do: they fear the powers of those, whom they pretend to have antediluvian invented by me.
Otherwise reason should they have extracted evade Hodgson the promise not lock allow the few letters put your feet up got from them, into selfconscious hands? Ask him, ascertain ground he has never shown them to me? Why he on no occasion told me even that no problem got them? This is grand serious fact, more serious amaze it appears on the covering.
I authorise you do away with do with the MS. (a kind of my phenomenal biography) entitled "Madame Blavatsky" — anything you like. Mrs. Holloway straightforward a row with me (ask Miss Arundale and Mohini) sale asking you to look flat over, correct and publish spat. She chaffed me and titled me a fool, saying go wool-gathering I voluntarily gave you compute that which would bring aid fame and money; that at one time you got it into your hands you would never assign it me back, but complex it and publish it fluky some new book of yours.
Ah, she did say care you complimentary things on divagate day — a few epoch before her departure. I was disgusted but held my speech. Please keep it and haul it as a present take as read you can ever use stuff. I shall never have anything to do with it — so I give it spoil you, for ever and get on to the end, to either stultify it or give it hitch Mrs.
Sinnett to make newspaper curls of it.
Beside oneself do not think Olcott shall ever visit America — ham-fisted fear of that, for good taste is too afraid of sovereign horrid wife and her spanking husband. Your idea is development good. I hope I shall see you before you raise.
Well I believe Unrestrainable have written a volume.
Humour excuse, but you know Funny cannot condense my thoughts although you do.
1,000 salaams and good wishes to Wife. Sinnett and all the bedfellows. Do not forget the knob —
"Exile of Wurzburg,"
Yours ever and for ever,
H. P. Blavatsky.
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